My mind has always been in two directions. There isn't any situation where I , literally don't have confusions. But the appropriate one has had to show its symptoms. One is the dream which has been lying beneath me and has been all the way through. The other is the reality where you have to work out things according to the given situation. The one who gets into the desired direction has all the success in life and the one lies in the midst has nowhere to go. May be its the case of career or the case of love. Lots of things should be labelled out before one aims at anything. Right now its the case of career. Hopefully I can get out of the dilemma and reach to the point or zone of reality. Its been many years where I've been completely out of track. Under some circumstances I get an apparent decision but later it changes. On one side I see to be stable and get possibly whatever I could able to get from life but on the other side its the "me" which intrigues my soul...